*reminiscence_

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Thu, 03 Dec 2009 17:45:11 GMT

AHHHHHHH. Screams and dies. This is insanely cute.

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 02:49:03 GMT

I like. (:

Deep Magic;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sun, 22 Nov 2009 14:07:41 GMT

I want my very own spare oom.

Pretty please?

WHAT DO WE DO WE MUG. MUG. HOHOHOHOHOHO I LOVE TO MUGGGGGG;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sun, 22 Nov 2009 09:09:50 GMT

Oh my God studying is seriously so tiring and everytime i drift off and start daydreaming about post A's, mostly thinking about the liberty from waking up every morning and thinking about what chapters i have to cover today...

I have to draaaaaaaaaaaaaag myself out of the daydreaming and go back to stupid plant cloning.

I mean, i really don't care about plants, seriously. At least cloning genes and PCR and RFLP and whatever are still relevant, cause it COULD help save my life in the future. >.<

But plants? Seriouslyyyyyy gosh.

CUMMON HAS. BIO PAPER 3 AND CHEM PAPER 1 TMR AND YOU'RE DONE WITH CHEMMMMMMMM AND THEN YOU'RE LEFT WITH BIO PAPER ONE WHICH YOU ARE STILL GONNA FREAKING STUDY LIKE HELL FOR.

Kenneth: Haslina will get A for bio one!

Has: Haha why!

Kenneth: Cause you tie your hair like DNA mah.
Has: =.="

But right now...

1) Insulin gene
2) cDNA and genomic DNA libraries
3) Restriction enzymes
4) PCR
5) Gel electrophoresis
6) Southern Blot
7) RFLP
8) Sickle cell anaemia
9) Stem cells
10) Gene Therapy
~~11) Human Genome Project~~
12) Tissue culture / Micropropagation
13) Protoplast culture
14) Anther culture
15) GMO

Did i miss out anything?

restu;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 15:40:48 GMT

Sometimes, I really wish that I didn't have to make my own decisions.

Then perhaps everyone can be happier.

~~Has feels extremely evil.~~

FUN FUN FUN AFTER A'S;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 06:17:35 GMT

1) Watch NEW MOON ON THE 3RD OF DEC I DON'T CAREEEE
2) Climbing
3) Gym
4) Kayaking
5) HONG KONGGGG WHOOO DISNEYLAND WHOOOO! :D :D :D
6) Look for a job. Or two. Or three.
--> Dian's mum's spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa DIANNN WILL YOUR MUM HIRE MEEEE! >.<
--> Aerobics instructor
--> Kuih business!

--> Carrefour?

--> Mendaki tutor
--> Any suggestions anyone?
7) Internships at hospitals
8) WATCH GOSSIP GIRL (Yes I will start)
9) WATCH BOYS OVER FLOWERS
10) WATCH 17 AGAIN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
11) Ah what the heck, movie marathon la, the list of movies can come later.
12) Learn Gee gee
13) Learn TTL and TTL 2
14) Bake for you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D
15) WAKEBOARDDDDDD OMG I WANNNTTTTTTT WHO WANTS TO GO WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
16) Tentera mosque youth leader?
17)
18)
19)
20)
21)
22)

Taylor! <3

I really really can't wait to watch New Moon omg omg seriously it's gonna be so damn awesome goshh i can't waittttttttttttttttttttttt. :D :D :D

Okay i can't really think of anymore now i will update more when i remember haha omg i feel so high must be the aerobics i just did with my sister hahahah and i'm having cramps but it's disappearing whoooooooooo!

Back to chem. I LOVE CHEM.

I. FUCKING. LOVE. CHEM.

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 15:44:25 GMT

MY PHONE GOT STOLEN TODAY.

So if you're wondering why i'm not answering your calls/replying your smses, please don't be sad, i'm not avoiding you and i love you!

And oh, 7 down, 4 more to go.

Over the next 3 weeks gosh seab seriously.

~~But then again, what's the point of waiting and waiting for the last day when you don't feel good about your performance?~~

boxxy;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:17:19 GMT

HAHA I just watched boxxy and i think she's the cutest thing on earth.

If I were a guy I think I would totally crush her to bits and pieces because she's just so adorable and cute and pretty and retarded but she just makes you smile and laugh just by watching her videos.

>.<

But she is kinda scary when she looks straight at the camera, and i'm watching this at like.. 11.15pm.

Okay off to bed HEH.

stupid prelims;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 02:40:42 GMT

I really hate exams.

And i really hate feeling so dumb during that 14761294761507157820178 effing minutes of exams.

And omg i'm so angry at myself.

Now, what is mortality rate?

Dictionary.com says Mortality rate = Death rate.

DEATH rate, not SURVIVAL rate.

Gosh, what a waste of effing 12 marks, just cause I absent-mindedly thought mortality rate = survival rate.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH.

And chem paper's just screwed up la. Stupid.

GO AWAY CRAMPS.

coooooooookies and brownieeeeeeeeees;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 04:37:21 GMT

I was talking to dearestbestfriend on the phone last night, and I can't rmr how the conversation jumped to this, but I was telling him about how Taufiq's mum was asking me if I sell my brownies, and I just smiled and said that I didn't. And dearestbestfriend was like, this is such a good business opportunity! And so we started discussing about how it would be a really good business to do, me handling all the baking parts, and he, handling all the customers.

And then I got all excited and mass msged a bunch of good friends to find out their general interest in buying from me. Most of them have tasted my brownies or cookies or both, but some haven't. And here was the response:

Zul: Wah furreal?! Yup! Papa sloth wud buy!
Cikgu Jumaina: Hey, of coz!
Said: Hehe. Yup can(: i think my mum would be interested.
Mus: It depends on the price..haha
Gabriel: Hahaha you know i will :)
Pauline: Of course :D
Naz: Oh, i anytink. support2 sikit.
Fawaz: AF KWOS! WITHOUT HESITATION! Eh eh eh HASitation geedit geedit... K nvm
Syafiq: Haha can can why not! I'll buy your brownies, but must make them extra extra sedap okay! Hehe x)
Fads: Haha i would buy your brownies, because i can make my own cookies haha :) and i was planning to sell cookies for hari raya this year too!
David: Yes i would :)
Saiful: Huh you serious?
Didi: Lol are u serious?
Filzah: Haha are you for real?
Saiful: Cool. I wouldnt mind :)
Filzah: I guess so... But not now right? Like hello, you have to study!
Aqim: Nt at the moment...but i would want to support...
Didi: Then of course i will buy. Its ur brownies!
Cikgu Jumaina: So, are u putting it up online or do i order from you now?

:D :D :D :D

Response is quite good. But yeah, there IS the problem of i-am-supposed-to-study-not-bake. ): wellllllllllllllllll. I'll bake when i get tired of studying? >.< usually i take about... An hour. That's not longgg right? (:

Now. I dunno how to price my stuff. =/

Howwwwwwwwwwwwww.

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 06:48:42 GMT

You want to know what happiness is?

It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you.

You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state.

They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but their own.

You smile and kiss their face gently before turning back around and somehow, an involuntary grin forms on your face.

Just before you drift off to sleep, you feel an arm wrap around your waist and you know it doesn’t get any better than this.

(:

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:26:42 GMT

Awesomeeee. (:

MY BESTIE <3;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Mon, 17 Aug 2009 08:36:47 GMT

P: -asks a question in class and nobody answers-
P: Yes yes, I LOVE talking to myself, I really do! (really loudly and the whole class hears)
P: Stop distracting other people Paul. Yes Paul!

>.<

H: Oh no, i'm really scared the pain will get worse later on.
P: -looks at H's tummy- YOU AH! Stop giving Has so much pain ah! Enough is enough! She has to study for Alevels, Alevels very important leh! Stop contracting! In the future when Has gets pregnant, you can contract all you want. But now, STOP CONTRACTING or I KILL YOU! -makes funny face-

I love you Paul. You make it worth going to school. Thank you for everything dear. <3

just a thought;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 16:15:16 GMT

P: Never offend S, she'll hold it against you.
H: Yeahh, she looks so pissed it's so funny.

P: Haha but on the other hand, you can offend H, cause H will always forgive you no matter what right G?
G: Hahaha yeahh H always forgives.
H: Is that bad? =/
P: It's not bad, it's just that it might ...
H: Give people the impression that I have no backbone, that I can't stand up for myself, and then sometimes they take advantage of it?
P: Well, yeah...

So, tell me. I wanna know, am i too soft for my own good?

for loving too much;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 14:09:22 GMT

STUPID HAS STUPID HAS STUPID HAS.

~~Can't freaking stand how soft I can be sometimes.~~

:D :D :D

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 13:20:21 GMT

YES YES YES I FINALLY FOUND IT OMG OMG OMG <3333333333333333333!

I saw this like when I was in primary school at Courts, when they showed it in one of those TVs and I fell in love with it but I never knew what it was called. And now I found it!

Yay Kitaro. (((:

:) / :S

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 05:28:36 GMT

dear best friend,
i love you more daily. i wish you could see yourself
the way i see you and i wish you could love yourself
the way i love you, and above all, i wish your life is
everything you deserve because in my opinion, you
deserve the world. i will stand by you forever. my
heart will always belong to you.

<3, greatest best friend.

closure;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 18:35:42 GMT

& a new beginning.

Thank you Noneyy, Fads, Pauline, Gabriel, Zul, Izzah, Jappy, Filzah, Didi, Kak Yana, Chelsea.

For never failing to be there for me throughout this whole journey.

<3
Haslinawillnotdwellinthepastandfeelsorryforherselfbecausesheisgoingtomoveonandbethebestfriendshecouldeverbetohimbecauseitmakeshimhappy.

sudden motivation;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sat, 25 Jul 2009 12:48:30 GMT

I will study very very hard and get that scholarship.

I know I can.

Discipline.

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 17:47:37 GMT

Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about.

-Fb quiz

bah bah black sheep have you any wool;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 15:53:49 GMT

Monday:

The Phoenix peers from the mountains
seeking rebirth after enduring
wind and rain
Thirteen years
we've seen the
flowers wilt and bloom
so have we braved
every hardship together
Our homeland is
a thousand miles away
Waiting in anticipation for winter ends
Here comes the thunder claps
of harmonious spring
Full of gracious bloom is here to stay
Chopping speed the horses galloped to wonderful reunion upon our steeds. We'll
hasten home for sure
A wonderful reunion is here to come

-Chinese Opera, RHD Activity 2009

It was fun, I guess. Gabriel and Sutha became stars. Haha. (:

Tuesday:

Joke number 1: A mantou and a bao went to watch a sad movie. The bao cried, but the mantou did not. Why didn't the mantou cry, but the bao cried? (Highlight for answer!)
Because the bao had feelings (fillings)! xD

Joke number 2:

- Transition Metals Chem Lecturer

Wednesday:

"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game."
--> Being a dreamer is better than a realist, because at the very least, dreamers will have less regrets as to having not tried or done something, as compared to a realist.
--> However, one needs to be aware or the reality while being a dreamer. Yet, one does not allow the reality to hold him back from dreaming.
--> Dreamers transcend boundaries, but in order to suceed, one must be realistic too.

-GP Essay consultation
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Commensurate
Imminently
Mollycoddle

<3

-GP
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I love baking. And I love my phone. And it's awesome camera.

Looks totally awesome right? Wait till you taste it. (:

Special ingredient: Lots of love for the people she made these for.

Gabriel taught me how to use the panorama mode on my camera today. I love the effect. (:

~~I hate it when LJ gives me problems when i'm trying to upload photos~~

Has is feeling rather contented. (:

Get well soon abang. <3

Je, tu le manque, sans toi I can’t;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 14:36:06 GMT

Has is happier now.

Your presence makes all the difference in the world.

<3

i love you and that's all i really know;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 07:50:33 GMT

So beautiful it made me cry.

girls are not fruits;

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Wed, 01 Jul 2009 07:45:12 GMT

"Why can't I like them both? Why do I have to choose?"
- Soon Lee

"You can like both. But you can only love one."
-Tony

"I like Sam. But I love you, Yi Ling."
-Soon Lee

-Fighting Spiders

):

bigbrain91@hotmail.com — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 06:38:26 GMT

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real,
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,
I try as hard as I can.

Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?

I'll try to stay strong, like you wanted.

And like I said, i'll always be here waiting regardless of the outcome of this whole thing.